Oh, its really pathetic when you say “I dont wanna hurt you, i dont like you, i dont love u” to be honest and clear with a guy, then he starts to talk shit about you, and feel that he is the victim. Please, you asshole: Grow a pair, get a life, and stop being so ridiculous yourself. If i never loved u, i never liked you, isnt muy fault, but yours, for being that miserable and shitty.
Almost 40 years old, and still alone, ¿and you are asking why yet? You didnt “chose” poorly, YOU are the poor scumbag with drugs and alcohol issues, angry, ugly, insignificant… Better shut the fuck off.